It has been so long since I have written. It seems I have nothing that good to say. But time is running out for the things I need to say. If I knew that Brandon could hear me, I would hesitate to tell him of all the sorrow and evil in this world. Of course, he already knew of some of it before he left for a better place called heaven. I remember the country I was born and raised in and raised my children in. It once had a moral compass that pointed to God. My loved ones who have passed on would not recognize America. The so-called leaders in all facets of our American government with a small exception have sold their souls to a Satan they do not believe exists. I am fearful for my grandchildren and great grandchildren that they will come to know the world that we live in today as their normal. Those who have not got the fortitude and stamina to endure the war within will fall victim to the deceit that is now being perpetrated as the way we must live. All the evils warned about in the Bible will be accepted as the normal way to live and if you do not then you are labeled a cruel hater and a “racist”…a word that has lost its meaning because it has been misapplied too often to anybody that disagrees with the so-called Left. I have thought that I should just accept that moniker and make it have a new meaning that is quite the opposite of its original meaning. After all, I am no racist by their standards. But then again, the plan of the Left is to make up an entire new language using old words with new meaning. They are evil and that word will stick no matter what. I will always blatantly call myself a woman and my husband a man. I will not bow down to the godless bunch who are hidden by the faceless pronoun “they.” “They” have torn down statues of heroes while hiding behind mandatory masks and black hoodies and purple hair, destroyed the trust we once had in the media, afford bail to murderers and serial criminals, dismiss crime in the streets and the plight of the mentally ill, beat up and kill unsuspecting citizens, kill officers of the law…. a law that has no meaning anymore, our educational system has been taken over by sexually perverted people who aim their sickness at America’s children, ‘they” have taken the creation of God and made a mockery of its holiness and purpose, “they” have made gods of themselves by killing the lives meant for this world, there is no goodness in their plans. Destruction of America is the plot. I will never accept them or their evil deceptions.

No, I have nothing good to tell my son in this post. I still grieve for not only his passing but also of the death of America…our beloved country. I grieve that I am still here with no real understanding of my purpose in this life without my sweet son. Never would I have thought that I would lose any of my wonderful children. I love them so much. Even when they have done wrong or seemed to have gone the wrong way. That is the way the Father also thinks of this world and all of His creation. He loves us all with hope that those who do not believe in Him will change their hearts and minds. As we breathe it is never too late.

I seem lost sometimes with no real power to change any of the wrongs that dominate this life now. Voting is even questionable. I have lost faith in a system that I thought was never going to fail us. I have been comfortable for too long. I am scared that I hate too much for all the right reasons. I wonder how God feels about me feeling this way. Forgive me, Father. This world is only living out its last days as it has been prophesied in Your Word. I should be gloriously happy.

America is being stolen by evil doers who think they will not also be victim to their own foolish idiocy. Some will say, ” I do not believe in that evil stuff going on…” Yet they vote and approve of it for others. They will get rid of the freedoms they abhor only to find out that they too will lose. What were they promised? Most of these fools are easily taken and willingly give up their freedoms for a promise that looks like the sugar on the candy. Whatever they can have for free is their only desire…living on the backs of good hard-working people. America was headed for a much better place when there was a real leader in office. Not anymore. I am not writing anything for approval or acceptance. It is what it is. My opinion. Apparently, I am not alone. Millions of people have common sense and a belief in God who instills in them the gift of discernment and the wisdom of knowing right from wrong. The other side advocates the right to sin freely and with no consequence. They are quick to throw the verse, “Thou shall not judge…” while not fully understanding that scripture out of context. Even some Christians do not understand it. God allows us that same freedom to choose to sin or not to sin but at a cost. The world is now confused just as it has been written in the Bible. Right will seem wrong and wrong will seem right. Confusion will be the norm.

I am so glad to know that my children have been raised as Christians with a love for God and all of the things that He has taught us in His Word known as the Holy Bible. One thing the secular population does not understand about Christianity is that we are NOT perfect people, nor do we believe that we are perfect. Just the opposite. We realize we need a savior because in this flesh we are sinners. While we realize our sin we also realize we are forgiven through Christ Jesus who died in our place so we would not have to spend eternity in hell. And yes, hell is real. Jesus spoke of it more than he did of heaven. While it is the punishment for not believing in God it is not what God wants for anyone. He sent His Son, Jesus, as a sacrifice for our sinful ways. He was a victor over death. Jesus is the Son of the living God who loves and lived in “our shoes” yet he did not yield to sin. He died and rose again and sits at the right hand of God the Father. He is my Savior. He is Brandon’s Savior. He is yours, too. Just say it, believe it, live it, love it….be forgiven. He is waiting.

Maybe the world will come to realize just how bad it really is or perhaps not. What’s the chance of a collective reckoning where the world as a whole comes to its knees begging for forgiveness? I don’t think so but one day “every knee shall bow” and proclaim our Lord as Lord of All. For many it will be too late. The book of Revelation tells of those things we can know are signs of the end time. You do not have to be Left behind in this sinful hell bound world. You have never been bad enough even as a member of the Left or Communist party to be unforgiven.

Obviously, I had more good things to post than I thought. Hope is the best thing offered to us through Christ Jesus while we wait for His return. Just don’t wait too long to choose Jesus.